I am drinking Becherovka alone and smoking. Anyone else loving their boozelife?

This is the first evening I have been away from wife and family for a year and I have one night alone. So I bought a bottle of Becherovka which is a Czech alcohol. Sort of in the spirit of Jagermaister but much easier on the hangover. I am boozing that and smoking a nice pack of siggers which everyone thinks I quit. But I did but I still smoke em once a year when I get away. I have no shame at all and no regretz. And no desire to cheat on my wife. I just want to have this one nite alone and booze and smoke. Anyone out there with the same?